4 thoughts on “Sunglasses At Night

  1. This made me feel sad. Shanta, would you be open to counselling so you can work through your pain? Is this pain from your marriage breaking up, or has it always been there? I care about you. What do you feel would be a help to feel more joy in life?


  2. Oh, overall I’m generally very happy and not melancholic at all. Just the lifetime of loss, the rejections, being disposable to my family, people I love leaving me, the failures, et cetera make for a very lonely soul. I don’t think many people could handle my life experiences and still be standing. They don’t need to experience the profound loneliness and great yearning for love that I live with, it would ruin their day.


  3. Tanya says:

    Oh Shanta, this did make me cry. I know I can’t erase all your pain and sorrow but I want you to know that I love you dearly,and I know many others do as well. I’m so glad you find the strength to climb through your difficulties and surround yourself with beauty, adventure and wonderful friends. I’m sure you will find true love, it will come when you least expect it. —– Hugging you with my heart. Wish I was there to hug you in person.


  4. Cherie Kelley says:

    Hi, I feel for you, I can not say I know your pain because I have not walked in your path, but perhaps instead of thinking of the negative, why not think of the positives in your life. Think of the smiles, when you held your son for the first time, holding your daughter for the first time. The day your kids were moving forward on their own. Think of what you have accomplished with your life. You provided food and shelter to the upmost degree to protect your children. I know you would die for them, how about living for them. Smile when you think of them, what you have done. And…people want to see your beautiful eyes. Only you know what is in your soul, no matter how long someone’s looks into your eyes. I believe if you could see, you would be smiling and laughing that someone’s looking so hard..
    I hope you are kind to yourself, your heart is full of love and remember all the animals you have held healed and turned back to nature, just think without you where would they be?
    Be happy, smile and dance like no one is looking, except maybe Estée. You are always in my prayers.


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